Sunday, November 29, 2009

Making it Real... Making it True...


Salam and good day...


Well, it has been quite a while... Lots have went on in my life... Fuhhhh!!!... I went for an interview last month and I got the scholarship!!! he he he... Alhamdulillah.... It became a predicament for my colleagues because they said I helped them a lot and not having me next year would be a lost... Well, I don't really think so highly of my abilities because there are others who are creative, innovative and hardworking, but they are not that flamboyant as me... he he he... They work to the max and take no credit for their work. They just need to be discovered that's all....


I can't achieve perfecness without these people... I plan, I manage, I run, but working with the right people in my team helps me get things done... AKA, I can't do without them... Maybe Im a risk taker and I don't really take critics into my heart... I do blab about it among friends; I do need to vent my frustations, I am human ya'll...


So, in short, I think I should expose these people to the right crowd so that they will get discovered and appreciated... I know, I know,... I am flashy... I tell people about what I do because apparently, to be appreciated here, I need to do so... thus, obtain great appraisals at the end of the year ( hu hu hu uhuk... not monetary, but great evaluation by the top bosses)...

They need to be appreciated as well, they worked hard for it but too shy to brag about it... No no no... the work shy in this department will put you behind... waaa...!!!


PhD... here I come... already got my supervisor, already set my heart on Universiti Sains Malaysia, Pulau Pinang, got referees among friends... Praying hard that I'll get in next year... amiiinnnnnnn.... I plan to finish my studies within three years... Wishful thinking that I really want to come true... making it real... making it true...


Good nite... until later...