Friday, February 17, 2012

The Bloody Witch

The Bloody Witch strikes again....

I called the graduate office this morning to ask about the letter I asked them to write for me. I need the letter to collect some info from SSM and MRCA. Oh well, I need them for my research. Then I asked her about the Blood thirsty Witch and she said she was in but so busy preparing for her "something" tomorrow.... Always the busy bee... But, I said to her, I didn't want to see her, I just want to e-mail her and ask her about my evaluation form...

Then suddenly, after I hung up the phone, I got a call from that office saying that the "W" wanted to see me... Oh blyme... after 4 months, now she wanted to see me?... What have I done this time?... I left her alone didn't I? I told her PA, I needed half an hour to get ready... (Well, I was in this room, still in my pyjama doing my work... DUUHH!!!... Who's looking or smelling me anyway... It was still morning o.k.. around 9.30am)

So I went there, knocked on her door and asked her how she was doing (like I give a damn)... Ha ha ha... She opened the conversation with threats, continues with more threats, adding and expanding the threats, and ended that conversation with... yes... threats!!!... I just reply, "I understand", "I understand" and "I understand"... She said she did fill my evaluation form and I thanked her...

I came back to my room and turned on my computer to look at what she wrote... OMG!!! She condemned me to the core and even mention of terminating me. That I didn't do anything after her "WARNINGS"?????... She had the audacity to call me early November 2011 and told me NOT to write anything because I'd be wasting time due to the fact we didn't form any framework yet. I told her I was writing something about my study and she ordered me to stop writing!!!? PhD student stop writing?... That was early November 2011, before all conversations (oral, e-mail, sms, pigoens ended)... The best part in her evaluation, saying, I didn't do anything after her threats!!! HOW DARE YOU!!! HUH!... and the worse part and the biggest mistake she did... There is a column in the form where it says,
"Have you see the student before you fill this form?"... And she wrote "YES"... hu hu hu...
THAT is A BIG MISTAKE "W"!!! YOU LIED BIG TIME!!!... For the record, she filled the form on 9 January 2012, and the semester only ended on 31 January 2012.. How bloody efficient!!!

So, what did I do?... I evaluated her truthfully!!!.. Swear to Allah, I did...
How often did you meet your supervisor? Answer: 2.
Is the supervisor give you sufficient support? Answer: NO, Why? Answer: I had to wait for my turn. She was too busy with her work, and she has too many students under her supervision. The best part... HAHAHAHAHA...
"Have you seen your supervisor before you fill this form?" Answer: NO. "Why?" Answer: She refused to see me since NOVEMBER 2011!!!

It is her words against mine and she said she is ready for what ever I'm gonna bring to her... Just wait for it "W"... I will bring it to you... But in the form of action. I will graduate and even you can't do anything bout it!!!... My biggest mistake that led to this calamity was my saying in the e-mail to her that went like this... "Dr., I have trouble writing, please help me :("

Subhanallah!!!... Alhamdulillah!!!... Hanya balasan dariMU yang selayaknya untuk orang-orang yang menganiayaiku. Aku hanya bergantung kepadaMU Allahu rabbi, ya Rahman ya Rahim...

Thursday, September 29, 2011

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Monday, March 21, 2011

Time Base (13 years of working period)

Everybody's waiting for the promotion results this month.... and suddenly, "they" are proposing that those who have worked in the entity for 13 years or more will be promoted first by "time-based" system...

What about the people who work their "b@tts" out and went through the GRUELING interview? Aren't they going to be considered to be promoted as well? Why change the policy every year? The first year, they say they want to promote the "oldies"... The next year, they still want to promote the "oldies" as well, and they say, "you guys are still young, pity the seniors who have been working for more than in this entity"... Ok fine... and last year, when it is our turn, they manage to come up with all sorts of "rubbish" and they say it is to really filter the ones who really do their job well... fine.. We endure the process... And now, when we're suppose to get the result of the promotion, they propose another increment/promotion scheme!!!.. Talk about munafik!!!

They helped their "friend" to get the perks and disregard us who really do the work for them. Yes, they are seniors, but, don't you see that their "butt" prints on the chair? They are deep I tell you!!! We did all their work that you hardly see us sitting at our table. We didn't go shopping when there's Jusco Card Day!!! Despicable souls!!!

Korang jawablah nanti di akhirat!!!

Monday, May 3, 2010

Katanya.,...





Politeknik dapat peluang untuk memberikan biasiswa kepada para pensyrarah selepas keluar dari kementerian pelajaran Malaysia
biasiswa banyak tapi penyambut biasiswa tiada pada masa dulu, suasana tersebut berulang sekarang
tetapi, sekarang orang ramai biasiswa tiada sehingga tahu 87, pensyarah politeknik dapat tetapi perlu bersaing dengan guru di sekolah... inilah satu dari nikmat diperolehi di kalangan pensyarah untuk melanjutkan pengajian ke peringkat lebih tinggi. Peluang tak mungkin diperolehi kalau tidak di kementerian yang baru. Bilangan PhD adala ukuran kepada prestij institusi tersebut berwibawa dan cemerlang. PhD adalah perjalanan yang akan membuat kita lebih dewasa dalam berhujah, penyampaian.
Ada masa orang gah dengan jawatan sahaja. Kita tidak mahu Dr yang tidak matang membuatkan pekerja bawahan tidak hormati
Model Ekonomi Baru ; institusi memainkan peranan
1. rujukan kepada masyarakat dan Negara; pelanggan, harus dilihat sebagai orang yang boleh menyumbang kepada organisasi; menjadi rujukan, memberi sumbangan dari segi idea, dihormati dari segi kemahiran. Kalau mahu jadi orang terpelajar, perlu jadi orang yang dihormati dikalangan masyarakat.
Perjuangan harus diteruskan dan budaya membaca harus diteruskan... Saya yang nak pencen pun masih membaca... The tip of the Ice is still melting... budaya yang semulajadi bagi mereka yang bergelar Dr. Kalau tidak, tidak boleh sustain.. harapan.. pensyarah di politeknik menigkatkan kemahiran dan orang yang mempunyai pemikiran yang tidak jumud, pandangan luas, berilmu yang boleh dimanfaatkan... if you can empower people, you can benefit in the long run...
Technical vocational education sekarang dipandang sebagai peluang kedua atau terakhir. Pandangan tersebut perlu diubah kerana untuk menjadi negara maju harus capai pendapatan perkapita US15,000 dalam masa 10 tahun. Oleh kerana pendidikan sebagai punca rezeki, dan pendidikan adalah perkakas untuk tranformasi masyarakat.
Saya sangsi, 53 tahun merdeka, GDP US7,000 sekarang nak lonjak ke US15,000... siapa yang bertanggungjawab? Human capital yang akan memandu perubahan tersebut. Sebagai change agent, kita perlu memainkan peranan.
Pendidikan teknikal dan vokasional perlu memainkan peranan, 60 peratus tenaga kerja perlu ditingkatkan pendapatan; produced in technical and vocational education... kembang tak tentu... finance, insurance, service industries, tangible. Negara bergantung kepada kita dan kita tidak memenuhi harapan dan hasrat.. bagi saya ia adalah satu dosa. Kamu adalah mereka yang akan mengubah landskap pendidikan teknikal dan vokasional.
Contoh: Negara barat, Amerika, Jerman, Perancis, penekanan terhadap pendidikan teknikal dan vokasional. Belanda 60-70%. Di Malaysia perdidikan ini dipandang sebelah mata. Imej TV dipandang tinggi. Di Jerman mereka pandang ketiadaan sekolah vokasional adalah pincang kerana mereka tidak mungkin menjadi Negara maju.
Perjuangan yang kamu ambil sekarang akan meninggalkan kesan terhadap landskap TV sekarang . Jangan terlalu tertutup, perlu berubah mengikut keperluan dan polisi Negara. Matlamat Negara, kemajuan perlu datang bersama kualiti hidup. Keseimbangan perlu ada, pembangunan sahsiah perlu diambil kira.. hard skills and soft skills..
Dengan PhD adalah satu lesen besar untuk member sumbangan, kesan kepada masyarakat dalahd besar. Kelebihan perlu member manfaat kepada orang lain. Zig Zagler See you at the top...
Bukan mudah untuk mendapatkan peruntukkan baru bagi ... Regrets..
1. I will the first to regret if we only look at personal development rather than organizational developments and needs. REMINDER!!!
Itu yang saya harap dapt dikongsi bersama dan kita harus tetapkan matlamat untuk mendapatkan PhD, konsisten dalam pengajian, jangan jadi antagonis dengan penyelia, tahu kekangan dan berkerja di dalam kekangan tersebut.
Zero sum game... buat kat orang, Allah balas... The rate of success is low.. eventually dapat juga.. but don’t want to be subjected to that agony, finish it off and start new life as a lecturer.. don’t ever take the chance for not doing it well for the first time... I’ve heard a lot of things about local supervisors, they got their PhD abroad, attitude different, supportive, friendly..hallmark of developed society and nation.
Kertas kerja mengenai kolej komuniti di Malaysia, masyarakat lebih menghargai usaha JPPKK dalam memajukan mereka. Berdoalah.. Divine interventions.. insya Allah dapat penyelia yang sentiasa membantu dan menyokong. John Maxwell... 30 second rule... give motivation to other people... Each day that pass by, you need talk to different people...
Untimate objective as a Malaysia to develop Malaysia as a developed country... We have to change according to means. Expenditure for education is among the highest in the world but successes isso little.. diakui dai dalam MEb... keluaran dari pendidikan kita tidak sepertimana...
Think about the organization, country, human needs.. global perspectives...

Thursday, February 18, 2010

DOA AGAR TERHINDAR DARI BERBAGAI KEJAHATAN

Dari Ustaz Zahazan Mohamed:


اللَّـهُمَّ رَبَّ السَّمَوَاتِ السَّبْعِ و رَبَّ الأَرْضِ ، وَرَبَّ الْعَرْشِ الْعَظِيمِ ، رَبَّنَا وَرَبَّ كُلِّ شَيْءٍ ، فَالِقَ الْحَبِّ وَالنَّوَى ، وَمُنْزِلَ التَّوْرَاةِ وَالإِنْجِيلِ وَالفُرْقَانِ ، أَعُوذُبِكَ مِنْ شَرِّ كُلِّ شَيْءٍ أَنْتَ آخِذٌ بِنَاصِيَتِهِ ، اللَّـهُمَّ أَنْتَ الأَوَّلُ فَلَيْسَ قَبْلَكَ شَيْءٌ ، و أَنْتَ َالآخِرُ فَلَيْسَ بَعْدَكَ شَيْءٌ ، وَأَنْتَ الظَّاهِرُ فَلَيْسَ فَوْقَكَ شَيْءٌ ، وَ أَنْتَ الْبَاطِنُ فَلَيْسَ دُونَكَ شَيْءٌ ، إِقْضِ عَنَّا الدَّيْنِ ، وَأَغْنِنَا مِنَ الفَقْرِ



Maksudnya:

Ya Allah , Tuhan langit yang tujuh , tuhan bumi , tuhan arasy yang agung, Tuhan kami dan Tuhansegala sesuatu , pembelah biji dan benih , tuhan yang menurunkan taurat , injil dan al-Furqan ( al-Quran ) , aku berlindung kepadaMu dari segala kejahatan yang Engkau pegang ubun-ubunnya , ya Allah engkaulah yang pertama tiada sesuatu sebelumMu , Engkaulah yang paling akhir , tiada sesuatupun sesudahMu.Engkaulah yang Zahir , tiada sesuatu yang lebih hebat dariMu , dan Engkaulah yang batin , tiada sesuatupun yang tersembunyi dariMu , tunaikanlah hutang kami dan cukupkanlah keperluan kami .

Keterangan & Petua Beramal
Dalam hadith ini Nabi saw mengajar kita kepentingan memohon perlindungan dari dua kesusahan iaitu kesusahan hutang dan kemiskinan. Sebagai umat yang dinobatkan sebagai sebaik umat , kita harus peka kepada dua masalah ini yang kerap mengundang kesusahan dalam hidup . Ramai manusia terpedaya dengan cara hidup bermewah-mewah yang tak diperlukan hingga menyebabkan berhutang untuk urusan yang tidak diperlukan . Moga Allah mengurniakan kita dengan limpah kurniaNya agar terselamat dari musibah ini dengan berkat beramal dengan wahyuNya menerusi lidah Nabi saw ini .

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE…


Just sharing ......


LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE…

January 01 - 09 ~ Bird
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach
February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake
March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite

April 01 - 03 ~ Bird
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk
May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach
June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Bird
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite

July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Bird
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite
August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk
September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Bird

October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake
November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite
December 01 - 16 ~ Bird
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog



If you are a Bird : A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth! ! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of th em being quality-personified .

If you are a Slug : Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Cockroach : Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person.. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight.. An outdoor person, you disl ike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... Hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Parasite : An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk : You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Bullfrog : You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Snake : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are a Ape : Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the centre of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

BY: MOHD ZUHAIDI

PEGAWAI PSIKOLOGI
UNIT PSIKOLOGI DAN KERJAYA, PUO

Monday, February 8, 2010

Promotion.... Back Stabber??? or Just Plain Selfish?


Salam all...

People are busy and struggling to get ahead in gathering, photocopying adn concocting paper work and stuff to fulfill the requirements to get promoted...

People in the office are sighing here and there, murmuring dissatisfaction towards one another, blaming each other for not informing this and that to everyone...

Let me ask.. who is responsible in our own promotion process? Is it the other people or is it ourselves? Is it their responsibility to ensure we have the correct documents and records or is it our own responsibility? My God, get over yourself and read the guidelines provided by the headquarters... I myself am having headache listening to people blaming and finger pointing to each other in the verge of attempting to be a HERO in the mist of this ridiculous conflict...

Yes, there are 'clicks' at the office, there are back stabbers, and there are opportunist...but it is our responsibility to ourselves to be aware and well informed about what is going on and what is the main purpose of this promotion...to get a better position and recognition of all the hard work we've put in all these years of work... FOCUS MAN...

Steer away from office politics, get out from mind numbing slanders and finger pointing... be objective and FOCUS on what is on hand... STOP BLAMING OTHER PEOPLE FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU CAN DO BY YOURSELF... Allah... Iqra' bismirabbikallazi kholaq... Read and you'll know what to do.. Don't let the ones who have the knowledge to manipulate and use us... They are just plain SELFISH!!! Selfish and AFRAID of people not praising and recognize them for their 'HELP' and favor to others...

Our REZQI is in Allah's hand... do our best and pray for the best... Allah determines ALL... good or bad, ALLAH knows what is best for us.. Innamaa'l u'sriusro.. Innamaa'l u'sriusro... akan datang kesenangan selepas kesusahan... This is ALLAH's promise... ALLAH says it twice in this surah Belive in ALLAH? Believe in his POWER because ALLAH never sleeps and most knowledgable... Ask for ALLAH guidance and forgiveness... and....

STOP ALL THE NONSENCE!!!!!